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Friday, January 20, 2006

i feel like withdrawing from school!!!!
AHHHH!!!

That's it. i'm bored and sick and sian of school. and the worse thing is,
i don't have a single motivation to stick in school until 2nd intake. not even
new friends there. Nah.

Ok. now i can say this for the record. Tissue paper DOES NOT taste nice.
lol.
And it smells like toilet bowl water.
Ya. I was crazy enough to eat some in this disgusting and sick and desperate
attempt to get sick.
OMG.. why am i admitting this to everyone? Now i feel like i'm a freak myself.
[disclaimer: i'm still a perfectly sane person! don't abandon me! i'm just a little mental when i get down!]

Oh. yupx. i got a stomachache. But thanks to my days and days of whinning to my friends that i want to pon sch and fake stomachache, no one actually believed me.
And the weirdest thing was, when i saw my CT to request for early leave from sch, i actually blurtted out 'I feel like shitting'. my god. i wonder what he thinks of me now. But it was so funny i couldn't stop laughing. Now i think he thinks i'm faking it too.

but anyway i got my early leave. and i got my MC for today.

siiiiggghhh

if only my mum will just write that one damned letter to relieve me from all this torturing.

I know the whole bullshit abt how i might as well make the best of the situation now that i'm in a JC. but it's easier said than done ok? especially when the best is .... wait. what is it again?

i'm not gaining much knowledge either... which is my sis's idea of why i should go for 1st 3 months.
there's Econs which is really hard to tell whether i like it or not when the lecturer comes from Planet Z308XXA and speaks Zbish.
there's Lit. well.. i learnt a more chiiim way of saying 'i wanna kiss you'. from romeo and juliet no less.
there's Art. ok. by far the nicest subject ever. but a bit depressing to see how everyone draws nicer than u.
there's Maths. I learnt that it's rude to clap when your teacher manages to demonstrate how a graphing calculator works.
there's GP. Argh.
there's Chinese. æˆ‘åŽŸä¸æƒ³??????
What else? oh. right. PE. I learnt that i gained weight everytime i have a major exam. PSLE, sec2, sec4. siiigh. My sis says if i keep it up, i'm gonna be a fat ass when i die.

Then there's my mum's version of why i should go 1st 3 months. In her fantasy, i'll fall so deeply in love with JC life that i'll completely give up hopes of going to poly.
harhar.
in fact. there's serious counter-effect now.

Oh. and like all these counter-effects are not bad enough, my tutors actually quarrel with each other infront of us and the principal was scolding this teacher right infront of the whole sch for messing up the standing arrangements. -_-

TP's open house was fun. They have this cool torch that u can do the ET calls home thingy with. Memoirs of a Geisha was good but not up to expectations. Book is still alot better. hm. my sis actually spent half the show thinking gong li is zhang ziyi. O_o
Oh. after that we were saying we should practise our new found skills of how to stop a man in his tracks. We decided that the best way is to look at a guy who's cycling and then secretly throw rocks at his wheel to make him fall. Then my sis was saying we need to twirl the fan like the geishas and i told her we would probably just hit alot alot of heads around us and they would get damn irritated and shout vulgarities at us. lol. oh. worse still. we could hit our own heads silly. so much for being a geisha.

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